Thanks, Harry for these reflections.
I deeply appreciate your acknowledgment that trembling and peace can co-exist in a calling – for both an individual and a church. As you say, "I discovered that the presence of a pounding heart and sweaty palms at times could co-exist with this call and a heart of deep shalom." This has been my experience too.
It's important to recognize following God's call takes courage and has a cost, even when you have complete peace that it is from God. I fear too many of us expect that God's calling will be easy or that we'll conquer the challenges quickly at every turn. Stepping into God's calling takes courage to be dependent on Him for ongoing faithfulness to the calling and fulfillment of the calling. In the living out of a calling the corporate worship, discerning prayer, and fasting that got you there are the same things needed to sustain you there. They are the same practices that will help you and the church together understand when God "closed a door" only to discover "His calling in a new pathway of partnership and mission." May we, as Canadian Baptists, continue to courageously follow God's call into the world.
For 150 years, Canadian Baptists have responded to God’s calling to serve Him through faithful witness. Our mission is born out of the fact that there is a caller – God – and that we have been called. Our mission is our act of obedience to the one who has called us.